I’m on a Island. An Island of which I think.. I’m calling the travel agent to demand that they take this resort out of the catalogue. Even if they were to offer the trip for free, drive me to the airport, carry my luggage… this is not the trip you want! The Island that I know so well.
I used to visit there all the time. Not that it was so much fun, but I didn’t have the ability to stay away. It has been a long time since I went there and I can say… it’s still the same… awful.
Making a site like Happy Minds is awesome, but that’s no guarantee that I will be happy 100% of the time. Sometimes holiday pictures of Hurricane Island come out of nowhere.. (I stopped travelling there…). Was there a recent disaster in my life? No.. not at all. I’ve known dark times, but these days I can light up several solar lights with my sunny state of mind. Sometimes something from long ago pops up and makes you think. I believe that stories return to you so you can learn from them. I was reminded of times that I was miss nice all the time. Nice to everyone because of the fact that I wanted people to like me. .
I attended the Higher School of Bitch-kraft and I’ve learned to think before I do something for someone. I think if I want to do this because it feels good. The necessity to be liked is gone. If you don’t like me if I say no.. that’s fine..
I’m always willing to lend an ear, to understand people, to give advise if you want me to. But… to stay in dramas, wanting advise but answering at each and every one you get with..’yes.. but’, or ’that’s not possible”. .. I am through with that. I’m an Ambassador of Kindness, I keep reminding myself of that. But they are allowed to be kind to themselves too.
So, I’m going to be kind to myself and in my loving way say NO to people who only want never-ending attention…
